Eve of Eve

On this eve of eve
I’ll try to write
And do my best
To be not uptight
About the future
Cause you see
What’s up ahead
Sure worries me
I really feel
That it would be best
If my wife and I
Thought it would be the best
Yes best for all of us if we
Split up and broke our family
I need much more she cannot give
But fear I have is how she’ll live
I want my son, they’ll be a fight
We both love him with all our might
But she can’t take care of herself
And now her mom’s much worse herself
And if I take my son and go
My fear is that they both will go
Yes go downhill so fast I know
And I will be blamed for this so
This is the fear that inside me grows
But each day yes so much more I know
I feel I just cannot endure
Much more of this, I’m sure, I’m sure

By Ronald Gainsford

© 2000 Ronald Gainsford

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