I Sit and Wonder

I sit and wonder
Where I’d be today
If different paths
I took and what lays
Would I be different
Would I be here
Would I have a 12 year old son
Just nothing seems clear
I wonder and wonder
And I try to see
The mistakes that I made
Don’t again come to be
I guess if my past
I could go back and change
Most certainly I’d be different
Yes not quite the same
Perhaps I’d be happier
Perhaps I’d not be
This person now writing
About what my mind does now see
I guess I just better
Work on the future, not past
Because no way can I change what
Is past, is now cast
But I can change the future
And not do things the same
And then maybe I’ll find happiness
And things will not stay the same

BY RGAI